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In the interest of updates on me

So I'm gonna keep up with this habit of only updating LJ a few times a year with major events a long time after they happen, apparently.

I /do/ treat Livejournal as a journal, actually, but mostly with stuff I'm too scared to post on Tumblr or Twitter--so I make it visible to "just me." A good way to keep track of my thoughts, actually.

Anyhoo, a few highlights:

I came out of the closet as bi, gradually, over the last few months. I'm still figuring that out since all I know is that I'm in love with a girl--who knows about the guy part, but I guess I'll leave my options open until I actually, y'know, date someone and figure it out. This has been a lot longer in coming than I've ever let on to anybody. I can remember feeling this way back, at least to when I was a freshman in high school, though I was definitely in denial about it. I didn't realize it until January 28, according to the private part of my LJ. But, yeah. Boobies. Hooray.
(And I realize the irony of how I used to act toward Shanie about it. sigh. I'm sorry.)

I just finished my last day of high school yesterday. I still have two finals to take, and I graduate on June 1st. Then it's down to University of Central Florida to sign up for classes. I actually got a full ride there. Wow.

The depression I've posted about has waned for now, and I'm doing pretty well. Let's hope it stays that way.

I'm RPing on Tumblr with a Thief King Bakura (Yu-Gi-Oh character) and he's gotten really popular. I have a lot of friends on there. It's pretty awesome to be able to do that.
On that note, I've started yaoi-ing with him. o___O I never thought I'd do that, haha. But it's kind of cool.

I think that's all the major stuff.


Hiya hun.

First off, NO hard feelings. NONE. I've had more than a few faux-pas myself regarding the LGBT territory. Once, I had a boyfriend try to ease his way into a "I'm Transgendered" topic. As in, he really wasn't happy being male. I freaked the frack out. I said some really mean stuff and it too me way too long to realize I was being an insensitive git. Once I said it, I couldn't take it back. The relationship ended badly, he was sort of an ass, but I will always regret that talk and how poorly I took it.

So yeah, I have no beef. None. Not even in the fridge. I have some pork chops, but no beef. :)

On to other things.

You have a Tumblr. I just made one myself. Here's the linky
I'm gonna try to do more than just reblog, but as I am late to the party and there is so much love and feels out there already (Dear powers I'm already speaking the language) I have a lot to catch up on.

So graduation, huh. Congrats. Extra coolness on getting a full ride to Central Florida. I still have tons of debt from college and nothing really to show for it. :(

Glad to also hear you are doing better. I've been feeling better (about 80% of the time) and getting out more, hence less time on computer.

I do miss you and I miss our talks. BTW, I think you'll remember my tumblr icon. Good times.

Hope things continue to go your way, and really hoping to see you on Tumblr.


Ah man. I see what you mean. :c Gluh, I'm sorry. At least we both know better now.

d'awww you are awesome

YES. YES YES YES. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I already followed you like 12 hours ago but oh man I hope I see you there a lot :D *squeeze*

Thank you! I'm sorry to hear that. DDD: Agh. What's been going on for you lately, by the way? In terms of major life events and stuff.

But that's good. :) I still get sad when I think about all the crap you had to deal with a couple years back... I hope that's mostly over by now. ><

I miss you too. <3 And of course I do silly. Hehe. Memories...

Thanks, Shanie. <3 I hope so too!

October 2015



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